Carole Rose Livingston-Journeywoman

James and the Twenty-Seven Bicycles

2010-05-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

by Carole Rose Livingston
illustrated by

1. James and the Twenty-Seven Bicycles

2. copyright, etc.

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4. James had twenty-seven bicycles.
They were all stored in the garage.

5. Some were missing a pedal or two.
Some had flat tires.
Some were rather rusty.
Still, taken all in all, there were twenty-seven bicycles cluttering up the garage.

6. How, you may ask, had James collected twenty-seven bicycles?

At yard sales, of course.

James was always going to yard sales to look for bicycles, and also to look for spare parts for bicycles.

7. "Aha!" he would say, rummaging through boxes of old hardware, "a tire iron!"

8. And he would carry it home in triumph, and add it to the twenty-seven bicycles and all the bits and pieces of bicycles that were cluttering up the garage.

9. The family car sat outside, parked at the curb in sun and rain and snow. There was no room for it in the garage.

10. James' wife Gemma was a patient woman.
Everyone, however, has a limit.

One day, when James brought home an especially bent rear wheel, Gemma said, "Right! That's it! I've had enough. We are going to have a yard sale."

And they did.

11. But first, Gemma took all her tools and spent a whole weekend working in the garage.

Here's what she did.

12. She removed the shiniest handlebars and frame from one old bicycle.

13. She added the best front wheel from another, and the best rear wheel from another.

14. She added the best pedals and seat from another, and a good loud bell and other bits and pieces from others.

15. After she had put all the pieces together, she painted and she oiled and she polished.

16. When she was finished, she presented James with one perfectly beautiful bicycle.

17. It was a bicycle that James could actually ride. he loved it!

18. Then they had a giant yard sale. All the neighbors attended.

19. Some people found old bicycles that were just the right size for them.

Some people found the right spare parts for mending their own bicycles.

All the neighbors found just what they needed.

20. When the yard sale was over, James swept out the garage.

21. Then Gemma drove the car into it.

22. Inside the garage, there was just enough room left for James' beautiful bicycle.

23. Next week, though, James wnet to another yard sale....

24. Probably not the end....

A Hyacinth for the Departed Soul

2010-05-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

Marion Wade, who was an active member of Pinewoods Folk Music Club and a founding member of People's Voice Cafe, was a fine and feisty woman. After several careers, paid and unpaid--as a journalist, a bookseller, a left-wing activist and the mother of Don--Marion became a folk singer at an age when most people retire. Singing unaccompanied, Marion performed around the country, at cafes and union halls, festivals and conferences, schools and libraries. She sang traditional songs and contemporary political songs that others had written. She did little songwriting herself, but--good atheist that she was--she did write rousing new political lyrics for the Protestant hymn "What a Day of Victory," and that became her signature tune, and the title of her tape.

In her final ilness, Marion had surgery at Roosevelt Hospital. To cheer her, nine of her friends decided to visit Marion in the hospital and sing her version of "What a Day of Victory" to her. One of us was a minister, who could pull the right strings to get us all into Marion's hospital room together.

On the appointed afternoon, we gathered outside the hospital, and one thoughtful person, handed out xeroxed copies of Marion's song. While the minister went inside to arrange our visit, the rest of us rehearsed on the street.

A few minutes later, the minister rejoined us. "Mariion died an hour ago," she said. "Her body has just been removed to the hospital morgue. I will not feel right until I go to visit her. Does anyone wish to go with me?" Two of us joined her.

In the morgue, an attendant pulled open a green metal drawer, and there, swathed in a sheet, with only her face visible, was Marion. We had come to the hospital to sing to Marion--so there in the morgue, the three of us sang her song to her. After her well-lived life, and her gallant struggle with cancer, it was indeed her day of victory.

(This is not an account of all the events of that afternoon. Each of the people who assembled at the hospital probably has a different, deeply felt key memory. This is mine.)

Carole Rose Livingston
1994

A Hyacinth for the Urban Soul

2010-05-14T20:13:00.000-07:00

Did you know that the subway, contrary to its reputation, is actually the safest place in New York City? According to a TV news program a while back, the subway is seven times safer than your own home, and thirteen times safer than the streets.

I ride the subway all over, at all hours. At night, I prefer to wait for my train in the designated area near the token booth, but this is not always possible to do. And what of entering and leaving the station, standing on lonely platforms, and walking through pedestrian tunnels? What of the surrounding streets at night? Here's a safety tip that's better than a bulletproof vest. I sing folk songs, loudly. It's great fun, and any would-be perpetrators who might be lurking in the vicinity scurry away, dismayed and confounded.

Some years ago, after a party on Christmas Eve, I found myself waiting for the A train at the Hoyt-Schermerhorn station in Brooklyn, at 2 AM. Around me on the platform were about a dozen large men of varied hue. None of them seemed very sober, and all of them seemed to be leering in my direction. So I burst into song. Foreign languages are best for such occasions, so, in keeping with the seasaon and the apparent condition of my companions, I began with "Al Voll," a medieval German drinking song:

Al voll (6x).
Bist du voll?
So lege dich nieder,
Shteh auf fruh
Und esse dich wieder,
Das ganze jahr,
Den abend und
Den morgen

(Dringers: All full.
Barmaids: Are you full?
So go to sleep,
Wake up early
And eat some more,
The whole year long,
In the evening and
In the morning.)

As I was modulating into my next number, The French drinking song "Chevaliers de la Table Ronde," I looked around and discovered that I had half the platform to myself. All those men who a moment before had appeared so menacing were now backing further and further away from me, and looking distinctly uneasy, even anxious. This is not the response that I yearn for when I perform in cafes, but on subway platforms and dark streets it suits me fine.

I realize that what I'm doing at such times is exactly what the small birds do: I'm marking out my territory, my turf. Some animals do it with scents or bodily fluids. Many Americans think they need guns to do it. They're wrong. Like the little birds, I create my personal safety zone not with guns but with songs.

Carole Rose Livingston
1994

Journeywoman

2010-05-14T08:23:00.000-07:00

I've climbed the high mountain,
And I've crossed the great sea,
In search of the man
Who can truly love me.

But if I don't find him,
Content I'll still be,
For I've climbed the high mountain,
And I've crossed the great sea.

Mr. Right

2010-05-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

Oh Mr. Right, I love you so,
Though where you dwell I do not know.
I hold you safely in my heart,
For ne'er to meet is ne'er to part.

My Cherished Friend: The Charming Stranger

2010-05-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

(Dedicated to Trudy Katzer)

You are my rock. He is my rainbow.
You are granite. He is gold.
You are the north star, strong and steady.
He, the wind, blows hot and cold.

You are my harbor. He is the tide.
You are my anchor. He is the sea.
You are my touchstone; you keep me sane and real.
But he is a song; he sings to me.

And oh my friend, I need you both:
For he is the murmuring sky,
My father, a lover, a poem;
And you are the solid ground,
My mother, my friend, my home.

To Carry `Haiku'

2010-05-13T06:15:00.000-07:00

Because it can't be moved by the morning sun,
Or quickened
By the curling aroma of coffee
And the first hot swallow,
Or ever feel your smile
As an intimate caress,
A computer,
However clever,
Can never
Translate a poem.

Neither can your dog,
Because he cannot sympathize beyond his nose,
Or shed a tear for those he'll never see
Crouching in crossfire on a Beirut street
Or pressed against a wall in a Belfast alley.
No, neither can your dog,
Although he sometimes has long thoughts
And bays at the moon.

It is left to you and me, my dear,
To carry haiku
Over the seas
And down through the years,
Past barriers
Of language and culture and taste,
Of history and class and caste;
Like smugglers,
To steer round the rocks,
Find the inlet at night,
And bring
The lightest of cargoes,
Delicate as camellias,
Mysterious as stars,
Into the dark harbor,
To the shore
Where the listeners
Wait.

Galatea

2010-05-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

I shaped you of words, Galatea,
Of language malleable as clay.
I molded you, neaded you, pinched you,
Made you curvaceous--all--over,
Like me...

Then stood back and squinted,
Circled around you, chanted you, pinched,
Chanted, waited, pinched,
Waited...

Chanted again and squinted,
Repeated, repeated, repeated,
And polished and waited,
A yellow-eye cat,
For the last piece of puzzle
To find its own place.

I chanted and throbbed and waited,
Until like a swimmer too long in the sea
I grew numb to the waves,
Unable to feel anymore
How distant the shore, how deep the water.

I drifted away for a night and a day,
And came back.
Too soon.
Not yet.
So I wandered away for a year and a day,
And came back.

Then the last word appeared,
The glass slipper.
I had shaped you complete after all,
For without me, you started to vibrate,
The music and rhythm, they were in you,
And you rose on your toes
Ah! to dance.

Lay

2010-05-12T19:37:00.000-07:00

Watered at the spring of
--Dare I say it?--
Sexual urges,
All poems are sublimation.
Mine certainly are.

I may or may not
Be a good lay,
But I'll damn well write one.

And on the 1002nd Night

2010-05-12T09:37:00.000-07:00

Many men have sworn they loved me
(None enough to do the dishes).
Genie poured from bottled smog,
If I truly have three wishes,
Give me health and wealth and worldly fame.
Forget the prince; the frog was delicious.

The Drunken Soliloquy of Prince Charming As the Clock Strikes One

2010-05-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

Out of her glass slipper I drank dreams.
Bubbles they were, light and frothy.
Such small feet she had, such slender bones.
I drank from her slipper and gazed, enchanted,
As she whirled aaway, barefoot,
Flew down the stairs and away down the street,
Dancing, still dancing,
Drawn home by the dark drums of hunger,
As all the gilded clocks of the palace,
Tinkling and chiming, struck twelve.

You Touched Me Everywhere

2010-05-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

You touched me everywhere,
Until the clamouring hammers in my body lay still,
And the wolves that had snarled and ravened within
Were routed and scattered, like dry leaves in the wind.

For you rolled me around
As the gardener's lad,
With sun-hard hands
And mud on his boots,
Might challenge the earth,
If the gardener's lad
Had a string of degrees
And a lyrical tongue,
And the earth was in need of seeds.

Amazing how hard hands
Can coax the tender sprouts
From the unyielding ground,
And tickle the roses into bloom.

I have been peeled like a peach,
Soft inside touched.
I have been
Delicious.

The Stone Speaks

2010-05-11T12:34:00.000-07:00

You swept me off my feet
With a wink and a whistle.
Askew my petticoats flew
As I fell.

And then with a laugh
You dropped me like a stone
Into the dark well
Of forgetfulness.

But I did not forget.
Down at the bottom of the deep well
I lived,
Breathing underwater.

And I learned:
A stone does not dissolve
Nor does it die.
It just gets wet.

I want visceral rewards

2010-05-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

I want visceral rewards.
I am tired
Of doing good for its own sake.
I was raised to believe
That virtue is its own reward.
But over the long run
I have not found it so.
The habit of virtue hangs heavy.
Stiff as an overcoat,
But threadbare, comfortless
Against the lonely winter of my days.

I want touch
I want to be stroked.
I cannot, without input,
Keep generating energy.
A kettle cannot whistle
Without warmth;
No one expects it to.
Even a boiler needs tending.

And I am not,
I am not an appliance, a thing.
And my life is not without significance.
Nor do I, by and large, regret my ways.
But I cannot stop a billion starving cells
From howling in the caverns of my skin.

I've been many kinds of addict

2010-05-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

I've been many kinds of addict:
thumb sucker
nail biter
sweet tooth
gut stuffer
weed smoker
hard talker
puzzle whiz
and organizer of closets.

Mechanically I cope
by means of little cut-off switches,
automatic flick
when my burdened circuits overload:

Murder mystery
word game
television
dildo,
murder mystery
word games
television
dildo,

But still the pressure rises,
builds and rises,
still the pressure rises,
swells and rises,
still the pressure--click:

Shut down
turn off
float
let go
sleep
(oh sleep),
refuel
charge up
and try again.

Elegy on a Cigarette

2010-05-09T09:18:00.001-07:00

My mother's breast,
Untasted then,
Now sucked.

Love lost,
Unconsummated then;
Now slowly savored.

The old neighborhood,
Old friends recalled:
Belonging.

The rope of smoke
To all my past.
My consolation
For all that never was.

And now, my courage.
On to the hard task,
Into the fray,
Again and again and again.

But first,
A cigarette.

Amphibian

2010-05-08T07:58:00.000-07:00

I drown in dreams.

Gentle at first,
The waves
Come reconnoitering,
Rock me
In the hollow
Of my pillow.
Then urgently,
The powerful tide
Pulls me out,
Forces my clinging fingers
From the rope of consciousness,
Carries me down,
Down and down,
Holds me under
Until I stop struggling
And drown.

Every night.

There is a city under the sea,
Of shadowy surfaces
And shifting grey shapes,
All the ghosts
Of childhood.
We never left you, they murmur.
Even in that other world
We are always with you,
Fluttering around you
With our soft, invisible wings.
At night,
Our bony fingers
Reach above the waves,
Loosening your grip on the rope,
Thick rope now,
But stiffening,
And frayed.
We pick at its strands.
One day, my dear,
The last thread will split,
And you will stay with us.

Struggling and gasping,
I thrash back.
My head
Breaks the surface.
I heave myself onto the shore,
And as the last wave recedes,
Reluctantly,
I reach for the rescuing rope.

Post Mortem

2010-05-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

I am not a practicing Jew,
But letter perfect
By birth.

Hitler wanted me for a star,
A smouldering, six-pointed star,
One in a cast of millions,
The theatre blazed with stars
(Tormented Hamlets
And poor Ophelias)
When he staged his loud
And monstrous spectacle
Before an audience that was
Deaf, and heard no evil,
Blind, and saw no evil,
Mute, and did not speak.

When the curtain rose
On the night of broken stars,
The critics didn't even attend.
Nor for years did they review
The grand opera Genocide.
To the shrieks and wails
Their ears had walls.

And that, my dear children,
Is why
Every Jew should own a diamond:
To bring at once to the box office,
Should the murderous chorus sound again,
For the fastest ticket
Out of the theatre.

Sonnet: Affirming Atheism

2010-05-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

Too soon the darkness comes, the dreamless night.
Too soon the vision fades, and all emotion
Ceases. Too soon the soul, which once was light,
Goes out. We turn to meat and vegetation.
No airy and ungrounded speculation
Can contradict the evidence of shrouds:
The journey to the final destination
Is the goal. We strive for dreams, not clouds.
We strive for human justice, human truth,
For this is all there is, this life, this earth.
Irrelevant the churches' tolling bells;
Our heavens all are here, and all our hells.
There is no god, and never ever was,
For lions eat gazelles - and we fight wars.

To Make a Better World

2010-05-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

To make a better world
Book reviews are not enough,
Though they be of many tasteful words.
Songs may be more real,
Closer kin to action.
But more real still is time.
Will you give time?
And more real still is blood.
Are you prepared to bleed?
And more real still are flesh and bone,
Which bruise and break.

They hacked off slabs of her flesh.
They broke her bones, finger by finger.
The heroine of the revolution
Died in a pitiless place.
I do not want to be like her.
I do not want to die like that.
But book reviews are not enough.

Cassandra: A Bedtime Story

2010-05-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

(You will recall that Cassandra, daughter of Priam and Hecuba and sister of Paris and Hector, had the gift of prophecy, but was condemned by Apollo always to be disbelieved. It was she who foresaw the fall of Troy.)

Once upon a time, in the 1950's,
There was a child,
Brand new in the world, and fragile,
And scared shitless of the Bomb.

She had nightmares every night
Of that monster Bomb,
And she screamed and screamed
But it wouldn't go away.

And every night she peed in the bed.
The bedsheets were sopping,
She couldn't help it.
That monster was going to eat her up.

So her parents took her to a shrink,
To shrink the gigantic,
The earth-shaking terror,
Down to the size of an imperceptible squint.

Now she is a woman grown, a peacemaker,
Who addresses rallies
In the ringing voice of lifelong conviction,
Sowing sweet reason like seeds.

But always there, inside her dark eyes,
Soft and smouldering,
Lurks that small, bed-wetting child,
Helpless before the Bomb.

And behind her sweet reasonable words
Is the high voice of that child,
Screaming, "Listen. Please listen.
There are more of them now."

My City

2010-05-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

I have woven a cloak around you, my city,
Its stitches a thousand moments in memory,
Warming you, shrouding you, making you mine,
My illusion, my city of smoke, my skin;
Is it safety in numbers or safety alone
That you offer the walker in neon at midnight?

Theft Insurance

2010-05-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

Whenever I hear of someone
Shooting at a thief,
I am appalled.

Material is immaterial.
Only life matters.

I do not own
The things I own.
All things
Are but a loan.

The diamonds
That I fancied I possessed
Were merely visiting.
My grandmother's
Old-fashioned ring
Has again changed hands.
And the gold thimble
That my great-grandfather
Carried in his pocket
O'er the sea to America
Has embarked on another voyage.

What of it?
Nothing of value
Was taken
And I remain
Fabulously rich.

For I count:
All my fingers and all my toes,
My eyes, my ears--
And the storehouse of my mind
Is filled to bursting,
Not with rings and thimbles,
But with dazzling jewels of thought,
And fantasies amazingly wrought,
And memories of burnished gold.

That Boy

2010-05-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

Thirteen years old
and couldn't read for squat,
but his momma had a TV
and he watched it
a lot,
the cop shows,
the action shows,
the jacks in the box,
who shoot to kill
but when they take slugs
jump up whole
in the next episode.

Bang bang.
Yeah.

And all those commercials,
he watched them, too,
They spoke right to him,
flaunting their wares.
over and over and over,
they said, "Sucker,
go for it."

So that boy got a gun,
had no bullets,
had no firing pin,
but he went to rob
a high top shop,
and the real cops came
and one yelled, "Stop!"

When that boy
heard that word,
in a flash
he pointed his pistol,
his unloaded pistol,
at that big cop,
who shot him dead
on the spot.

Now I'm not asking
where that boy got a pistol.

And I'm not asking
whether he was on crack.
I know he was dealing.

And I'm not asking
what that cop was thinking
when he reacted.

And I'm not asking,
I'm not asking,
how that boy's momma
took the news.

And I'm not asking
why that boy
wasn't in the library,
reading up
on how to be an engineeer.

I'm not asking
any of that.

But here's the question
I can't stop asking:
What was that kid thinking
when he aimed an empty pistol
at a cop?

Did he think
that gun was magic
like on TV?

Did he think he was magic
like McGyver
and Mr. T?

Did he think
this is what a man does?

Did he think,
"Fuck you, mother-fucker.
You, daddy, you"?

Did he want
to die?

And if he did,
what was he thinking?

The answer
to this question
is unknowable,
because no one
can ever ask
that boy what, what
was in his mind
in the instant
before he got wasted.

This question is his ghost.
This question haunts me.

And The Winners Are....

2010-05-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

This is the Oscar belated
to the great Black actors of the Thirties
who didn't roll ltheir eyes
and sling their hips
and shuffle
and say yassuh boss
with a smile as wide as a watermelon,

who walked away from the money
(it wasn't much)
and starved,

who said no to the part
(it wasn't big)
and gave up the one chance,

the dream
(the hopeless dream)
of personal recognition,

because they knew,
give priase they knew,
that cavorting on a screen
twenty feet high and fifty across,
in full sight on that broad white screen,
was a giant betrayal,
not just of self,
but of a whole people,
and beneath contempt.

They chose instead to walk upright,
away from the bright lights
and down the long dark road
cobbled in forgotten names.

And so tonight we honor them,
the unseen,
the anonymous,
the great Black stars
who are gone with the wind.

Glory at the Movies

2010-04-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

Every Saturday
I was there,
out of my mother's hair
for a quarter or a dime,
and a second dime for sweets,
at the Ace
the Albee
the Paramount
the Fox
the Metropolitan
the Majestic
the RKO Orpheum
or the Duffield,
glowing opals
in the rubble of our slum.

With Marilyn
or Edna
or Helen
or my little sister
I was there,
sustained
by two chocolate candy bars
or five slim red boxes
of Indian brand sunflower seeds,
lightly salted, with the shells on.
At the Saturday matinee
we built great pyramids of shells.
They rose
on the floor in front of us
all through
the double feature
ten cartoons
the coming attractions
the newsreel
a comedy short
and a serial, too.

All afternoon
chewing and spitting
I did nothing so grudging
as suspend disbelief.
Rather, I was enthralled
by total belief.
I gave myself
more fully to the screen
than ever to a lover.
Brooklyn was my Kansas;
the movies were Oz,
a larger, brighter world,
its technicolor more real than real,
a swashbuckling world
peopled by handsome heroes
who robbed the rich and defended the poor,
Errol Flynn and Paul Henreid,
Sterling Hayden and Robert Taylor,
Stewart Granger and Tyrone Power,
and always, in every film,
either Yvonne DeCarlo or Maureen O'Hara,
looking gorgous on the Spanish Main.

Their eyes flashed with righteousness.
They made quips in dungeons.
It was a world large enough
for principles and laughter both,
and to this day,
that is how I define gallantry.

It was all a pack of lies, of course,
two dimensions only,
the height and width of the screen
obscuring
the utter lack of depth.

Later, I had to unlearn
a great deal of nonsense.
I had to learn
that there were female heroes,
and handsome villains,
and evil systems.
I had to learn
about mixed motives
and shades of grey.

When I go to a movie today,
I know it's only a movie,
and I go somewhat reluctantly,
knowing
that I will probably
be both robbed and disappointed.
But even today, sometimes,
a few, the greatest of films,
surround me with glory.

Peace

2010-04-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

Peace
was a large clay pot
with flowing female curves,
useful,
and intricately decorated
with old, old patterns

that I smashed
in an asymetric
rage.

Shards of passions
scrape together,
grind each other
smaller, smaller.
From their dust
I shall compose
a stronger vessel.

Forty-five in the Washroom Mirror

2010-04-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

Treasonous hairs of grey
And me without a man.
A few unripe ones slipped away
And while I waited for the next and best
The season passed
And suddenly there were no more,
Only a strand or two of grey
Slithering through the tall grass.

Somewhere in the jungle
Men crawl on their bellies,
Cradling rifles
Not yet pointed my way.

Women greying in the mirror,
How can I be growing old
And feel so immature?
Should I grow it wild and woolly again
As in rebellious youth, my hair,
Or shear it, clip it back or up,
Dam the flow of rage and laughter?

Somewhere in the jungle
Those men are creeping closer.

I pull out the traitorous grey,
One, two, a dozen,
But as I do, I touch
How strong they are,
Thicker cable than the threads of youth,
Tougher cloth to weave.
There will be some compensation
For the lost brass ring.

And I will be ready
For the sniper's bullet
When it comes.
In a rough cotton smock
I will stand in the clearing
And face the green jungle.
Perhaps as I raise my aged arms
I will tremble.
But I will be ready.

I Write for Women

2010-04-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

I write for women, not for men,
For women, first and foremost,
My gender-kind.
I write from our own perspective,
And am immediately understood.
In my words, as in a true mirror,
Women recognize
Themselves.

As for men, well yes,
They should read me, too,
Make the effort,
As foreigners,
As a French person studies
A Japanese classic.

Then will they learn
What we know now,
That their norm
Is only the norm
For men,
Not the nor
For people.

I, for example,
Do not need to harpoon a fish,
Like pegleg Melville
And old man Hemingway,
To prove myself to myself,
Indeed, to prove anything.
I do not need to go to war,
Or carry a big stick,
Or kick ass,
Or kick a ball,
Or sit in front of a TV
Watching other men
Kick a ball,
To prove, and prove again, my manhood.

Nor do I need to serve
A man
An endless meal,
Or play forever
Second fiddle,
Or softly say, "There, there,"
or softer still, say nothing at all,
To prove my bountiful womanhood.
Anything at all that I do,
Any way that I do it,
Is feminine,
And all my words,
Like my hips,
Are pure female.

Woman-Centering

2010-04-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

"Destined for permanent marginality"
by my gender I am not,
for the side has now become
the center (your side, my center).
For me--for Everywoman,
though mislaid and sidetracked for millenia past--
I am where it's at.

And your little thing
may someday be hung,
vestigial, obsolete, or stuffed,
in a marble museum/mausoleum
in a niche with the rack and the thumbscrew
and other relics of dead religions
and the dry bones of dinosaurs.

For we curvy opticians have been grinding the lens,
laboring long
to refocus, redefine, and realign
the center and the side.
And now in the holy temple of the kitchen
at the smoking altar of the stove
bosomy Talmudic scholars barbecue masculine ribs (you liar)
and procreation flourishes, as before
nonetheless

In my womb,
in my heart,
in my fertile mind,
now at last seen
as the center of significance.

This poem is dedicated to Joanna Russ, in appreciation for her brilliant study entitled How to Suppress Women's Writing (Austin: University of Texas Press, 1983). On p. 84, Russ offers a quotation from an article by Judith Long Laws entitled "The Psychology of Tokenism: An Analysis" (in Sex Roles, I: 1, 1975, p. 51). A portion of Russ' quotation from Laws' article follows:

Tokenism is...found whenever a dominnat group is under pressure to share privilege, power, or other desirable commodities with a group which is excluded...tokenism advertises a promise of mobility which is severly restricted in quantity...the Token does not become assimilated into the dominant group, but is destined for permanent marginality...

When I am old and dry

2010-04-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

When I am old and dry
And can scarcely move,
Bent of back and knotted of joint,
Sitting and setting and hardly rocking,
Hardly noticing,
Detached from all but strands of dreams
Remembered down the long tunnel of time.

Then will I pour out
The ripe poems of passiion
That I seeded and stored
But could not speak
In the years
When my bones were strong and supple,
When my skin ached with longing,
When my blood dashed against my veins,
But my training held me back.

Daddy's Little Audience

2010-04-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

"Sit on my knee,
Gaze up at me,
And I will regale you
With tales of the sea:
Of pirates and plunder,
Adventures and wonder,
Of mountainous waves
In lightning and thunder.

"And while I declaim
Of glory and fame,
You, little pet,
Mustn't fidget or fret.
Sit as still as a bird.
Be seen, never heard,
Except once in awhile
When with radiant smile
And eyes like a flame
You may murmur my name:
`Daddy, my star,
How brave and how brilliant
You were, and you are!'"

I? I fell for it
For all those years.
I smiled and smiled,
Worse pain than tears.
And now with lamp I wander far,
Rejecting men all mouth no ears,
Searching the globe
For a man who not only talks
But listens,
And listening,
Tastes,
Smells,
Touches,
Sees,
And hears.

Epithalamia

2010-04-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

The day I got married
Was like going to jail.
Stifled in white,
Blind in a veil,
Prodded by convention,
Propelled by compulsion,
Batlike by radar
I flew in a fog
Down the dark aisle.

Under a canoopy
Heavy with flowers,
A stranger
Stripped me
Of my mortal name,
Tied me tight
In a legal knot,
And bound me
With a golden chain.

Musicians played,
And the guests all danced.
But pedestaled
On high white heels,
How could I dance?
And when I removed the silken spikes,
Then the petticoats tripped me up
And I still could not dance.
I was trapped in the net
Of a billowing gown.

Later, in a midtown hotel,
A square room,
Bedfilled.
A small grey cell
With two windows,
Both shut.

The first time
I chose to go to jail,
I felt like a bride,
Luminous with love.
The doors spread wide
To receive me,
And within our resonating chamber
My friend and I
Sang counterpoints
And harmonies.

Being a woman,
I am composed of curves,
And the older I grow
The clearer I see,
Trailing behind me
Like a long satin train,
Undulant
The parabolas of irony.

At Night

2010-04-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

When the moon comes out
Like a lemon pie
Baked in the oven
Of the big black sky,
Then I'll fling out my arms
In the moon-sweet night
And gorge myself
On the dark so bright.

Sparrow Flight

2010-03-30T10:29:00.000-07:00

Do you see the sparrows in the air,
Flying lively about their businesses,
Sprinkling the day with chirping sounds,
Chiming like little tin teapots?

Now pick one--that one?
And follow it with your eyes,
Here and there
As it flies and lights and flies:
Now to a branch,
To a bush, to a fence,
Now a hop to the pavement
To peck and scold,
Then way up to a treetop
To pause and survey.

Now imagine--
No, wait. First close your eyes.
Now imagine
Just such a sparrow
Inside your eyes,
And follow,
In the dark space of inner sight,
The myriad patterns
As that sparrow
Dips and swoops and climbs
And flies.

Nameless

2010-03-28T18:38:00.000-07:00

Into your skin
I slide
I pierce
I wriggle

Slow
Then sudden
I grab you
And twist
Within

Me oh me
You will never forget
You will never

I am words
I am music
I change you
A trifle
Forever

When I Was Just a Girl (Carl's Waltz)

2010-03-27T21:29:00.000-07:00

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c)1992

1.

When I was just a girl, I loved you.
When I was just a girl, so long ago.
With all my heart I loved, with all my soul,
So long ago, so very long ago.

2.

When I was just a girl, we parted.
When I was just a girl, you said goodbye.
But deep inside, I never let you go.
I love you so, as much as long ago.

(Hum tune.)

3.

When I was just a girl, I loved you.
When I was just a girl, so long ago.
And still my love's a flame that burns and burns.
The world is ashes, and my heart still yearns.

Still my love's a flame that never dies.
The world is ashes, and my heart still cries.

La la la la la, la la.

We Are Branches (round)

2010-03-20T22:05:00.001-07:00

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1984

We are branches of one tree,
Deeply rooted in the ground.
We are branches of one tree,
Reaching to the sky.

This song can be sung as a round, in 2, 3, or 4 parts. Or it can be played as a circle game, as follows:

Lines 1 & 3: Stretch out your arms like branches, and wiggle your fingers like twigs in a breeze, just touching the wiggling fingers of the person on either side of you.

Line 2: Bending from the waist, touch the ground with your hands.

Line 4: Stand up on your toes and reach as high as you can, hand over hand, as though you were climbing a rope. Try to catch a cloud.

Update

2010-03-13T09:27:00.000-08:00

(c) 1983
by Carole Rose Livingston

Monday's child is fair of face, dressed all in lace;
Tuesday's child is full of grace, and knows her place;
Wednesday's child is loving and giving, with little time to play;
Thursday's child must work for her living, at very low pay;
Friday's child is full of woe, she's opened her eyes;
Saturday's child has far to go, she'll organize;
And the child that is born on the Sabbath day
Is bonny and bright and good and gay,
And a right-on feminist, hooray, hooray,
And a right-on feminist, hooray.

Two Prayers

2010-03-13T09:21:00.000-08:00

Carole Rose Livingston
words & music (c) 1989

Night falls up on Jerusalem
A mother tucks her children in and prays for them
Bring peace
Hashem Shalom
Shalom

And in a place for refugees
Another mother on her knees
Whispers bring peace Allah
Bring peace
Shalaam

Two prayers rise up into the air
The winds disperse them everywhere
And if you listen, you will hear
Shalaam
Shalom
Shalom
And if you listen, you will hear
Shalaam
Shalom
Omen

This Tree

2010-03-07T10:21:00.001-08:00

by Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1993

There is more work to be done,
More work to be done,
For this tree to bear fruit,
Sweet fruit.

We will water this tree with all our tears
For the ones who are not here.
For the ones who cannot reap,
We will weep.

And we will nourish this tree with all our prayers
For the children: the harvest will be theirs.
For the green and peaceful years to come,
We will

This is not a Prison

2010-02-28T12:29:00.000-08:00

This is not a prison
We are not prisoners
This is our meeting house
And we have come to pray-dance

Yes, we have come to pray-dance
Hallelujah
Tell it preacher
This is our meeting house
And we have to pray-dance

Well, this is not a prison (back)

We are not prisoners
This is our meeting house
And we have come to laugh,
Yes

This is not a prison
And I will tell you why
You can keep my feet in jail
But my soul, my soul will fly

Yes, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la,la
You can keep my feet, my feet in jail
But my soul, my soul will fly, will fly.

Sun Power, Wind Power

2010-02-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

Sun power, wind power, listen to the rain,
Voices of the earth are sweeping down the plain,
"Never, never pollute the land again,
No nukes, no nukes, no nukes."

Voices of the earth are calling everywhere,
Listen to the thunder, listen to the air,
"Treasures of the earth are here for all to share,
No nukes, no nukes, no nukes."

Voices of the earth are singing in the trees,
Listen to the night owl, listen to the breeze,
"Children of the earth must learn to walk in peace,
No nukes, no nukes, no nukes."

Sun power, wind power, water earth, and fire,
"Children of the earth, what is your desire?
She will be your mother or your funeral pyre,
No nukes, no nukes, no nukes."

Sun power, wind power, water, earth and fire, (3X)
No nukes, no nukes, no nukes.

Dedicated to the Native Americans of South Dakota and New Mexico

words & music by
Carole Rose Livingston (c) 1981

Silkwood

2010-02-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

(chorus)

Silkwood, Silkwood
They cut her down that young woman in her prime
I was always taught to think that murder is a crime, murder is a crime.

(verses)

Silkwood
She said this place is radiating poison in the air
Kerr McGee took out a contract, get that woman out of there
Get that woman out of there.

Oh Silkwood
They infected her with cancer so deadly that she glowed
And when that did not shut her mouth
They ran her off the road, ran her off the road.

Oh, Silkwood
But no one was arrested, why are they walking free
For what they done to Silkwood.
That's murder in the first degree, in the first degree.

Oh, Silkwood
I'm not a vengeful person, but I would like to see
The same laws that apply to me
Apply to Industry,apply to Industry.

Silkwood
But no one was arrested, they're all walking free
And what they done to Silkwood
They're doing now to you and me, now to you and me.

Like Silkwood
From Rocky Flats to LC
From sea to shining sea
They're poisoning the air we breathe
And the water we drink and we love
And the mother's milk and the mother's milk.

But murder in the first degree, in the first degree
Like Silkwood, Silkwood.

But we can shut them down, stop the car, to get there we can shut them down.

But there is not much time
We haven't got much time
Like Silkwood.

Silkwood
We can shut them down, we can stop the car
To get there means shut them down and right now is the time
Right now is the time
The time to shut them down
Shut them down.

Sauce for the Goose

2010-02-06T11:30:00.000-08:00

words by Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1992
tune: "The Drunken Sailor"

1.

What shall we do when he tries to block us (3X)
Early (pronounced "earl-lie") in the morning?

Chorus:

Hooray and up she rises (3X)
Early in the morning.

2.

Stick him in the cellar with a load of laundry (3X)
Early in the morning.

Chorus.

3.

What shall we do when he tries to knock us (3X)
Early in the morning?

Chorus.

4.

Sit him at a desk with a ton of typing (3X)
Early in the morning.

Chorus.

5.

What shall we do when he tries to mock us (3X)
Early in the morning?

Chorus.

6.

Strip him to his shorts and call him "sonny,"
Pinch him on the ass and call him "honey,"
Put him to work as a Playboy bunny
Early in the morning.

Chorus.

(Note: In the chorus of the original sea chantey, "she" refers to the sail.)

The RU 486 Waltz

2010-01-31T11:51:00.000-08:00

words & tune (c) 1995
by Carole Rose Livingston

1.

RU 486, 486, 486.
RU 486, 486. It's not legal.

2.

Why not? Right-wing fanatics, right-wing fanatics, right-wing fanatics.
Why not? Right-wing fanatics, right-wing fanatics. It's not legal.

3.

I need RU 486, 486, 486.
I need RU 486, 486. Make it legal.

4.

RU 486, 486, 486.
I need RU 486, 486. Make it legal.

POWer to the People

2010-01-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

1.

Power, I say POWer to the people. (3x)
We're gonna light up our own lives.

2.

Power, I say POWer to the women...

3.

Power, I say POWer to the children...

4.

Power, I say POWer to the workers...

5.

Power, I say POWer to the prisoners...

6.

Etc...

Final line:

We're gonna light up (3x) our own lives.

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1981 (June 5th)

Penelope's Lament

2010-01-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

He shall sail the seven seas,
I shall stay at home.
He shall drink in strange cities,
I shall drink alone.

He shall stride over foreign soil,
And dance upon the wave.
I shall sit, and spin, and toil--
They will call him brave.

Words & music by Carole Rose Livingston, based on Dorothy Parker's poem "Penelope"; Also inspsired by the title of Peggy Seeger's record album "Penelope isn't waiting anymore". (c) 1992

Nobody Needs a Nuke (a.k.a. Everyone Needs A Hug and a Kiss)

2010-01-09T09:25:00.000-08:00

words by Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1986
tune: Here We Go Loop-de-loo

1.

Everyone needs a job.
Everyone needs some food.
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
Nobody needs a nuke.

Nobody needs a nuke (uh uh).
Nobody needs a nuke (un un).
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
Nobody needs a nuke.

2.

Everyone needs the rain.
Everyone needs the sun.
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
Nobody needs the bomb.

Nobody needs the bomb (uh uh).
Nobody needs the bomb (un un).
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
Nobody needs the bomb.

3.

Everyone needs a roof.
Everyone needs a floor.
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
No one needs nuclear war.

No one needs nuclear war (uh uh).
No one needs nuclear war (un un).
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
No one needs nuclear war.

4.

Everyone needs the ground, the earth.
Everyone needs a flower.
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
No one needs nuclear power.

No one needs nuclear power (uh uh).
No one needs nuclear power (un un).
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
No one needs nuclear power.

5.

Everyone needs some love.
Everyone needs some friends.
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss.
And a song about peace without end.

A song about peace without end (uh huh).
A song about peace without end (um hm).
Everyone needs a hug and a kiss,
And a song about peace without end.

(1st ending:)

So
We'll sing it all over again.

(2nd ending:)

And
That's how the so-o-ong ends.

This is a game for kids (also a rally song for grown-ups) in which each line can be accompanied by the appropriate gesture or sound. It can be performed in a circle or with a leader facing a semicircle or audience.

No More

2010-01-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

No more crack cocaine for me,
No more, no more.
No more crack cocaine for me.
Many thousands gone.

No more alcohol for me....

No more heroin for me....

No more needles shared for me....

No more unsafe sex for me....

After the Emancipation Proclamation (1863), the original song, "No More Auction Block for Me," was sung by former slaves fighting in the Civil War. The stanzas include "No more auction block for me," "No more driver's lash for me," "No more pint of salt for me," and "No more peck of corn for me." Today's forms of enslavement call forth the updated words. (You might add "cigarettes" after "alcohol," but I can't, because I still smoke.)

Updated words, 1993,
by Carole Rose Livingston,
in honor of Black History Month

My O My O Myomectomy

2009-12-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

by Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1993

Refrain:

My o my o myomectomy,
I don't need a hysterectomy.
Doctor, do not bash or batter me.
Do not mess with my anatomy.

1.

My womb is made for childbearing.
Probably I won't need a caesarean.
I can't push the baby outta me.
I won't need an episiotomy.

Refrain.

2.

My nourishing breasts don't need reduction
So I don't need lyposuction,
And in this erogenous zone
I surely don't need silicone.

Refrain.

3.

If a knife-wielding mugger leapt out of an alley,
Cut up my face and stole my money,
He wouldn't call himself an MD,
And advertise it on TV.

Refrain.

4.

Doctor, do not do me injury
With unnecessary surgery.
If you harm my parts obstetrical,
I'll sue you for an arm and a leg -- and a testicle.

Refrain.

Coda:

My o my o myomectomy. (2X)

At least half of all hysterectomies are entirely unnecessary. The majority of the unnecessary ones are performed because of the presence in, or on, the uterus of benign tumors called fibroids.

The operation to remove fibroids from the uterus is called a myomectomy. It is not a new procedure; myomectomies have been performed since 1921. Yet most people have never heard this word.

It galls me that practically everyone in the world knows the word "hysterectomy" and almost no one has ever heard the word "myomectomy." I live for the day that everyone knows what a myomectomy is, and most people look bewildered when they hear the word "hysterectomy."

A myomectomy can be performed even when the fibroid is "the size of a grapefruit." This I know from personal experience. In 1980, four fibroids were removed from my uterus. The largest was the size of a grapefruit.

Not all fiborids need to be surgically removed. Some remain small, causing no discomfort. Some shrink and disappear by themselves. Some may do so after dietary changes.

Many women are told that for the removal of a fiborid their only option is a hysterectomy. Any woman so advised has not been provided with sufficient information to give her informed consent to surgery.

Moon Daughter

2009-12-19T08:00:00.000-08:00

(a menstruation chant)

by Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1995

1.

Moon daughter, moon daughter,
Flood of menstruation.
Moon daughter, moon daughter,
Mother of creation.
I am a moon daughter,
Flood of menstruation.
I am a moon daughter,
Mother of creation.

2.

Flow river, flow river,
Flood of menstruation.
Flow river, flow river,
Mother of creation.
Waxing and waning,
Flood of menstruation.
Waxing and waning,
Mother of creation.

3.

Pulse beating, pulse beating,
Flood of menstruation.
Pulse beating, pulse beating,
Mother of creation.
Listen to my heart beat,
Flood of menstruation.
Listen to my heart beat,
Mother of creation.

The Mensch Song

2009-12-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

1.

Any fool can be a soldier.
Any jerk can fire a gun.
Nazi, Tonton Macute, or the Klan,
Any clod can.

Chorus:

But it takes guts to throw the gun away and fight no more.
Brains to find a better way to make war cease,
It takes a mensch to bear the olive branch of peace.

2.

Bang bang bang bang - dumb, dumb, dumb.
Rat-a-tat-tat-tat - dumb, dumb, dumb.
Any moron chewing bubble gum
Can fire a gun.

Chorus:

3.

A here's not all rough 'n tough.
A hero's made of sweeter stuff.
And when the army says, "Ya gotta go,"
A hero says "No."

Chorus:

Final chorus [at half-speed]:

Yes, it takes guts to throw the gun away and fight no more,
Brains to find a better way to make war cease,
It takes a [a tempo] mensch to bear the olive branch of peace.
It takes true grit to bear the olive branch of peace,
It takes a mensch to bear the olive branch of peace.

"Mensch" is a very high priase word; it means "a real human being."

words & melody by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1988

Little Furry Things (Lullabye to a Cat)

2009-12-07T11:45:00.000-08:00

(c) 1981
words & tune by Carole R. Livingston
written 1979

1.

Little furry things,
Little furry things,
Little furry, little furry,
Little furry things.

2.

Little bright-eyed furry things,
Little bright-eyed furry things,
Little bright-eyed, little bright-eyed,
Little bright-eyed furry things.

3.

Little gentle, bright-eyed, furry things,
Little gentle, bright-eyed, furry things,
Little gentle, little gentle,
Little gentle, bright-eyed, furry things
Sleep in my lap.

Let the Light Shine On

2009-11-28T07:17:00.000-08:00

1.

Let the light shine on,
Let the light shine on,
It is darkest just before the dawn,
Let it shine,
Let the light shine on.

2.

Ireland will be free,
Ireland will be free,
Ireland will again united be,
Let it shine,
Let the light shine on.

3.

For the struggle goes on,
For the struggle goes on,
In the name of many thousands gone
Let it shine,
Let the light shine on.

4.

Let the light shine on,
Let the light shine on,
For the generations yet unborn
Let it shine,
Let the light shine on.

Let it shine,
Let the light shine on,
Freedom light shine on.

Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1985

Joe Doyle's

2009-11-21T07:47:00.000-08:00

As I was a'walking to work one day,
On a bright and sunny morning,
I met a laddy upon his way,
And he was his mammy's darling.
He whistled a merry tune in the air,
He whistled it up to the sky,
His feet were a wonderful dancing pair,
And he had a twinkling eye.

"Oh, where are you going this fine summer day?
Oh, where are you going, my honey?
Oh, come with me to the fields to play,
And forget about earning money."
He caught my waist in both of his arms,
And his voice it rang with laughter,
And sure he had the most powerful charm,
For I've gone with him ever after.

1980
words & music by
Carole Rose Livingston
coopyright 1980

Ireland's Struggle Is Women's Struggle (round)

2009-11-12T10:44:00.000-08:00

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1989

Oh Ireland's struggle is women's struggle
and women's struggle is Ireland's struggle,
the same struggle, the same struggle.

If You Lie Down

2009-11-08T10:57:00.000-08:00

1.

If you
If you lie down
If you lie down on the ground,
If that's
If that's all that
If that's all that you can do,
Don't be
Don't be surprised
Don't be surpised if someone
Takes you for a carpet,
And walks all over you.

2.

Takes you for the roadway,
And rides roughshod over you.

3.

Takes you for a junkyard,
And throws garbage over you.

4.

Takes you for a meadow,
And plants daisies over you.

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1981 (July 9th)

I'm a Friend of the Foetus

2009-10-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

Ref.

Oh, I'm a friend of the foetus,
A friend of incomparable worth.
Yes, I'm a friend of the foetus,
Right up to the moment of birth.

1.

I am no friend to the fathers and mothers,
And I am no friend to the sisters and brothers.
And I am no friend to the weak and distressed,
And I am no friend to the poor and oppressed.

Ref.

But I'm a friend of the foetus, etc.

2.

Once it's a baby, I will not go near it,
I will not feed it and I will not rear it.
And when it is crying I won't even hear it,
For I have no room in my heart for a human.

Ref.

But I'm a friend of the foetus, etc.

3.

I will not care for it, I won't be there for it,
I will not weep for it, I won't lose sleep for it.
I'll back away from it, I won't go grey from it,
I won't even pray for it, and I won't pay for it.

Ref.

But I'm a friend of the foetus,
A friend of incomparable worth.
Yes, I'm a friend of the foetus,
Right up to the moment of birth.
When it needs friends (Wail),
Right up to the moment of birth.

Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1982
(29 May)

available on tapes by
Dave Lippman
Rebel Voices
Joe Glazer
& me

I Am A Working Woman

2009-10-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

1.

I am a working woman
I lead an active life
I'm doing what I want to do
I will not be your wife.

Refrain:

Go 'way from my window
Go 'way from my door
Go 'way from the telephone
And bother me no more.

2.

I'm doing work I care about
I do the best I can
I'd rather work for humankind
Than for one lazy man.

3.

I'm doing work I'm good at
I'm earning decent bread
If you think I will stay at home
You've got rocks in your head.

4.

I will not mind the baby
And do the housework, too
And cook your meals and wash your socks
I will not marry you.

5.

I will not be below you
I will not be above
When you believe in equal rights
Then come to me for love. (No refrain)

6.

When you will be my comrade
My partner and my peer
And share in all life's work with me
Why then I'll be your dear.

Final refrain:

Then I'll open up the window
I'll throw down the key
You won't need the telephone
You come live with me. (2x)

Words: Carole Rose Livingston
(c) 1982
Tune: "Old Joe Clark"

Hey, Man!

2009-09-22T18:29:00.000-07:00

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston
(c)1994

Chorus:
Hey, man! We need you with us.
Come join the circle. (2X)

1.
I don't need you to open my doors,
I don't need you to earn my living,
I don't need you to carry my load,
But I need you to join the circle.
Chrous.

2.
Oh I need you to share the homework,
And I need you to share the children,
And I need you to share your feelings,
And I need you to join the circle.
Chorus.

3.
Oh I need you to share your power,
And I need you to share your profits,
And I need you to share your true love,
And I need you to join the circle.
Chorus.

4.
Oh we need you to share our knowledge,
And we need you to share our struggle,
And we need you to share a new world,
And we need you to join the circle.

Final chorus:
Hey, man! We need you with us.
Come join the circle. (4X)

Hey, Little Birdie

2009-09-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

(c) 1982 Carole Rose Livingston

1.

Hey, little birdie,
High in a tree,
Fly on down here
And sing your song to me.

Oh no, no, no,
That'll never be.
I'll stay right here,
Safe in my tree.

2.

Hey, little birdie,
Won't you come with me?
I'll give you a cage
Of gold and ivory.

Oh no, no, no,
That'll never be.
I'll stay right here,
Safe in my tree.

3.

Hey, little birdie,
What will you do
If I get a little net
And throw it over you?

Oh no, no, no,
That'll never be.
I'll fly higher up,
Safe in my tree.

4.

Hey, little birdie,
What will you sing?

I'll sing of winter
Turning into spring.
Safe in my tree
And far from any harm,
I'll sing of cold days
Turning into warm.

5.

Hey, little birdie,
Your song is so sweet.
I'll get a little rope
And tie it 'round your feet.

Oh, no, no, no,
That'll never be.
I'll fly far away
To another tree.

6. (Repeat Stanza 1.)

Got the Sun in the Morning and the Wind at Night

2009-09-05T11:20:00.000-07:00

(tune: Got the Sun in the Morning)
(words: Carole Livingston, +...)

The word is out across the nation
We're saying NO to radiation

Got the sun in the morning and the wind at night

We're saying NO to radiation
We don't want your nuclear power station

Got the sun in the morning and the wind at night

We don't want your nuclear power station
We've got better sources of illumination (refrain)

We've got better sources of illumination
We don't need nuclear electrification (refrain)

We don't need nuclear electrification
We don't want to gamble with annihilation (refrain)

We don't want to gamble with annihilation
To make more profit for your corporatiion (refrain)

What good will stockholders' profits be
If they have two heads or three?

The people all around the nation
Support the Shoreham demonstration

Got the sun in the morning and the wind in the evening
We're all right.

The Free Parade

2009-08-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

(Spoken)
1.
Long ago in ancient Ireland
A miracle occurred, they say.
When all the serpents and the vipers
Were banished clean away.

(chorus)
Walk today if you're for freedom.
Stay at home if you've been paid
Purged of hypocrites and traitors
Is this St. Patrick's Day parade.

2.
Now today in New York City
The miracle has been replayed,
For all the serpents have departed
From this St. Patrick's Day parade.
3.
Keane and Moynihan and Carey
Will not be here with us today,
For Flannery, the new St. Patrick,
Has sent them slithering away.
4.
Look around you at the faces,
Not a serpent will you see,
Irish men and Irish women
Today march proud and free.

words & tune by
Carole Rose Livingston (c) 1983)
(March 13th for March 17th)

The Ballad of Bobby Sands

2009-08-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

words and music by
Carole Rose Livingston (c) 1981

Inside the prison at Long Kesh
They threw Bobby Sands in his prime
For fighting to free his own country
The English they count it a crime

"I'll not be named a criminal or thief
By the thieves who have plundered our land
Not a morsel more of food or drink
Will I take from the tyrant's hand"

He held to his fast for sixty-six days
Till his young frame grew shriveled and old
But the weaker that his body became
The stronger the light of his soul

"We have battled before with the weapons of war
With the gun and the bomb and the knife
And Ireland's a colonized nation still
Now my weapon will be my life"

Bobby's mother came to his prison cell
She said, "Oh my son, I must try
To save your life, if ever I can
For how can I watch you die?"

"Oh mother, do not mourn for me
For I'm fighting to set Ireland free
I am making a gift to my country
Of the gift that you first gave to me.

"Oh sister, you loaned me your voice
When they silenced the sound of my own
And after I am dead and gone
You will speak out as loud and as strong"

He turned his body to the wall
And the breathing it left his face
But for every lad who perishes so
Another will take his place

Of heroes Ireland has more than her share
They are known throughout all of the lands
And in heaven now, Mac Swiney takes the hand
Of our brave young Bobby Sands.

As-salaam (round)

2009-08-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

tune by
Carole Rose Livingston (c) 1988

As-salaam 'alaykum.
Wa-'alaykum as-salaam. (2x)

Peace be upon you.
And upon you be peace. (2x)

Ma as-salamah. (4x)

May you go in peace. (4x)

Introducing "As-salaam":

I wrote "As-salaam" because I think it is racist to imagine that Israelis yearn for peace and Palestinians don't.

"As-salaam" is in Arabic. It can be sung as a round, and it can be accompanied very effectively on an Arabic drum. You can also dance the hora, to "As-salaam." I did not write it this way by accident. The hora, a circle dance, is the national dance of Israel, and the unifying dance of Jews around the world. I'm truly hoping that what goes around comes around.

In 1989, the War Resisters League had a twleve-hour dance marathon--everything from salsa to square dancing. One portion of the event was a twelve-minute long "Peace Hora," danced to a medley of songs in Hebrew, Yiddish, Arabic, and English. "As-salaam" was in the medley, along with "Hava Nagila," "Hevenu Shalom Aleichem," "Zum Gali Gali," "Shalom Chaverim," "Lomir Alle Freillach Zein," and another of my songs, "Shalom ve Salaam." On another memorable occasion, "As-salaam" was sung by the congregation at a Jewish feminist shabbot (sabbath) service.

Apartheid No, Liberation Yes

2009-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

Apartheid no,
Liberation yes.

Listen to the voices rising over Africa.

Apartheid no,
Liberation yes.

Listen to the people singing of Azania.

Apartheid no,
Liberation yes.

Apartheid no, liberation yes.

Apartheid no,
Liberation yes.

Carole Rose Livingston (c) 1983
(January, following the S.A.M.R.A.F. demonstration in front of the South African Airways office on Fifth Avenue in New York City)

This is a song for a large group, preferably walking in a demonstration. The main body of the group sings the chorus, over and over. The soloist (or second team) sings the chorus 3x, then the first verse 3x, then the chorus 3x, then the second verse 3x, chorus 3x, third verse 3x, chorus 3x. Then, by repeating the "liberation yes" half of the chorus once, the soloist converts the song into a round. After aa time, the soloist signals the ending by retarding and singing the slightly altered final notes.

Ideally, this song should be accompanied by six African drums. And it welcomes additional verses.

The Anti-Choice Terrorists

2009-07-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

words: Carole Rose Livingston @1994

tune: Get Thee Behind Me, Satan

1.
They love your foetus,
But they hate your guts.
They say they're right-to-lifers,
But they're violent nuts.

Chorus:
Oh what hypocrisy!
With all their piety
They are a violent menace,
A menace to society.

2.
They're crazy aas a coot.
They hear voices in their head
Preaching, "Save the foetus.
Kill the woman instead."
Chorus.

3.
They don't give a damn for life.
Their dogma is above
They commit murder
In the name of love.
Chorus.

4.
They terrorize the doctors,
Harass their kids at school.
This is how they're practicing
The Golden Rule.
Chorus.

5.
They're bullies and they're bombers.
They are arsonists.
They're stalkers and they'rre snipers.
They are terrorists.
Chorus.

6.
Well, now my song is ending,
And here's the point of it.
The right-to-life movement
Is a lying crock of shit.

Alternate chorus:
With all their piety--
Oh what hypocrisy!
They are a violent mance,
A clear and present danger,
A menace to democracy.
Chorus.

2009-07-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

SONGS

The Anti-Choice Terrorists (tune: Get Thee Behind Me, Satan)
Apartheid No, Liberation Yes (2 parts round)
As-salaam
The Ballad Of Bobby Sands
The Free Parade
Got the Sun In The Morning And The Wind At Night (tune: Got The Sun In The Morning)
Hey, Little Birdie
Hey, Man!
I Am A Working Woman (tune: Old Joe Clark)
I'm A Friend Of The Foetus
If You Lie Down
Ireland's Struggle Is A Women's Struggle
Joe Doyle's
Let The Light Shine On
Little Furry Things (llulabye To A Cat)
The Mensch Song
Moon Daughter (a menstruation chant)
My O My O Myomectomy
No More
Nobody Needs A Nuke (a.k.a. Everyone Needs A Hug And A Kiss)
Penelope's Lament
Power To The People
Queen Among The Roses
The RU 486 Waltz
Sauce For The Goose
Shalom ve Salaam
Silkwood
Sun Power, Wind Power
This Is Not A Prison
This Tree
Two Prayers
Update
We Are Branches
When I Was Just A Girl (Carl's Waltz)

POETRY

Nameless
Sparrow Flight
At Night
Epithalamia
Daddy's Little Audience
When I Am Old and Dry
Woman-Cenetering
I Write for Women
Forty-five in the Washroom Mirror
Peace
Glory at the Movies
And the Winners ARe...
That Boy
Theft Insurance
My City
Cassandra: A Bedtime Story
To Make a Better World
Sonnet: Affirming Atheism
Post Mortem
Amphibian
Elegy on a Cigarette
I've Been Many Kinds of Addict
I Want Visceral Rewards
The Stone Speaks
You Touched Me Everywhere
The Drunken Soliloquy of Prince Charming as the Clock Strikes One
And on the 1002nd Night
Lay
Galatea
To Carry Haiku
My Cherished Friend: The Charming Stranger
Mr. Right
Journeywoman

ORACLE

A Hyacinth for the Urban Soul
A Hyacinth for the Departed Soul
James and the Twenty-Seven Bicycles